Taking risks

I had so many words but no courage. If I did had courage to say what I wanted to say yesterday then it may have an impact on today. I would have to say that I am a girl with great pride but in which today I had to throw away in order to get what I want. But in the end I didn’t get what I wanted. If it wasn’t for yesterday I would never had second thoughts honestly. All night I was not able to sleep, my heart and mind ached. The tears ran down my cheeks as I thought about everything we went through together. It hurts to know that we will never be able to return to where we were before. Even though I told him to move on countless times but in the end I couldn’t myself.

Women are soft hearted. We are foolish, but then we do learn from our mistakes. Not until today that I realised how foolish and stupid I was. Not respecting my own pride I pushed it aside and in the end I embarrassed myself. But that’s life for ya. Taking risks even though you know that you may fail, but it’s always worth a try. It doesn’t hurt to try. Like I told him, do what you think is right even though you know you might get rejected. Never be scared to strive for what you want and need most. That’s the determination I have. I have to say that you’re selfish; that you never gave me the chance to try when I gave you a chance to change your mind. That’s what hurts me the most that you never gave me time to change your mind.

I had a lot of reasons to give up on you but I still chose to stay. You had a lot of reasons to stay, but you chose to give up.

Therefore be careful to whom you give your heart because when you give your heart to someone, you’re not only giving that person the right to love you but also the power to hurt you.



Goodbye my love...