Things seem to be getting harder for me. It’s so hard to hold onto those tears anymore. When that person is near I can help it but release all my sadness towards them. Walking side by side I can feel the distance between us. The awkward silence which kills the mood, I hated it. I really do. Not being able to face and smile like usual made me feel and wonder why it’s happening. Why things are the way it is now and why it had to change. Weren’t we normal just not long ago? It’s so sudden, hard to accept the truth right now.
At times I wonder why you comfort me, when I cry or feeling blue. Why do you hold me and tell me it’s going to be okay? I rather not receive that from you, honestly. It hurts even more. My body tells me that I can’t take much more or else I’m going to lose it. I’m just too weak now to handle anymore of this. I just want a definite answer. So please…I earnestly ask you to make your choice now and don’t hurt me any longer.
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